JANUARY 1, 2019
WISHING YOU A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR
Dear Guillianna and Elijah:
It is January 1, 2019 at midnight, just a quick short note to say – you’re in our hearts and thoughts as 2019 rolls in… and as a brand new year begins – we are wishing you all – the very best year. There is a very old song that is traditionally sung at midnight – it’s about Kindness, love, old friends and forever love about how time fades memories and yet it doesn’t – there are some things that lay deep within the soul and Poppy and I believe that despite the truly horribly sad situation brought about by any untruths or your having to disassociate yourselves from such significant bonds in your lives – we have to hope and believe that beneath the surface the old feelings and love will emerge and your memories will rise up and help you understand that the love that exists, it is true and real … tonight as I listened to that song and our hearts break for two little ones who always would have wanted to see us or wish us Merry Christmas or happy New Year … please know we understand and only want you to be happy. There will be a day or a time when you will be able to love both of us, love your parents, and not feel sorrow or loss. You will not ever lose the love of ay of the people you have shared your lives with. So we added a short post to say we love you both. We send you both kisses at midnight from the Mitten 😘 . We will remember truth , and the truth is always going to be the truth – it has not been fair to you and if we could have helped this situation we would have but we did our very best to love, nurture, help. The saddest pet is the love you had and felt was removed without any regard for long term effects upon little souls and these letters of love are only words but they are from the heart and meant to heal and help you see that you had the best nine years, they were happy, they were healthy, they were designed to help your mom to get through school and assignments for work, to help both parents when they needed it. The need to create new memories for you did not ever need to exclude past ones from our perspective but as grandparents it is not up to us. What is up to us, is that we find some way to let you know that we are wishing you a very happy healthy new year! We hope you will experience love laughter happiness not only today but every day. We are hopeful you will not ever forget the love that is the from the Mitten. The love from so many who only want you to both to be healthy happy and that you know and feel our love. We hope you will have so many smiles and so much fun and spread the kindness and love you have always shown us. The dedication to you both and your mom was all encompassing and did not ever waver . We will not waiver in our love ❤️ and we will hope that one day your parents who love you so very much will see that the love and care you’ve always known was true had value and helped to nurture the amazing individuals you are !
We love you to the moon and back,
Forever and for always,
❤️Nana and Poppy❤️🍪