Dear Mom, today Nana told me a story about you. She told me about how much she and dad wanted to be with you and could not be for a whole year- that you were in Romania. She told me about how she wrote letters too, hundreds and hundreds of letters, trying to get you home to her sooner. Now, she helps me write letters to you trying to make you and I be together even though we are far apart. Nana says that writing letters helped and eventually the two of you were in the same place at the same time…
So today I am writing a letter to each you and dad, so you can both feel special, like I do, cool plan huh? I thought of it myself! (okay, so Nana may have thought of it, but I am the inspiration!)
Nana says when you were little, you were always trying to help her out. She says you would sit in her lap and draw with her, and that once here in the United States you went shopping with her all the time. She says you would help make salad dressing for dinner and share cucumbers with her. I know all about how it took nearly a year before she was able to get you and Aunt Mikayla home to live with my other aunts. She says that while you were in Romania, you waited patiently, and you were probably so afraid she would not ever come back, (she also says you would never show it, because even then you were ARMY STRONG and would not let anyone know if you were afraid). But then you learned MOM’S NEVER LEAVE THEIR CHILDREN! A child may have to go physically with out a mom or dad, but the love of a parent ensures that their children are never ever left behind. No matter where a mom is, her child is always in her heart. Nana says that sometimes it seems as though a mom may not be there. Like when you were really small, but that your mom TRULY was ALWAYS there, SHE NEVER ABANDONED YOU but instead she saw to it that you would grow up in a free world, where the possibilities for you and your happiness would be endless. Nana says, she ‘felt’ your mom with her, and she helped Nana find a way to get you here… and it worked….she says your mom sacrificed so much for her daughters, and now you are making the huge sacrifice to spend these next days doing that very same thing…
ISNT THAT CRAZY, WE ARE SO SIMILAR, just like your mom did, ‘MY MOM” is having to part with her little princess so your “little miss” can grow up in a free world, where my possibilities are endless! CRAZY!
Just a reminder tomorrow at 11:15am I go back to the pediatrician to get weighed and see how the formula is working for me. I will let you know when I get home…. but I am certain my little princess weight is perfect…
Dear Dad,
How is Alabama? I bet you are missing mom even more than I am, and since Nana and Pops are not there to burp you, change you, feed you and take five million pictures of you a day huh? I hope you get back to Fort Hood soon, and safely and when you do I need you to hug mom for me. If she is really missing me, you can try spitting up on her shoulder but you have to have formula first okay?
So – Pops says being a “dad” is the best thing that ever happened to him. He says a dad loves their kid(s) so much that he will do everything he can to give them the all love,and all of things they need. (Sad for you, that in having a PRINCESS, I may not be shy in showing you MANY MANY “REQUIRED” THINGS I NEED, none of which have the word video game on them, more like girly girly princess stuff… but you need not worry I will share things like my tiara with you!) Seriously… he says that you are working hard right now, AND THAT YOU DO IT SO I CAN BE SAFE, FREE AND TAKEN CARE OF! I bet that being a big tough guy all the time is quite a job too. You probably cannot show your true self, sitting alone babbling, with huge crocodile tears streaming down, becuase we are parted…. you have to keep up that SOLDIER strong exterior. But I know daddy, you are missing your little princess, and I am writing you and giving you a “VIRTUAL” hug… to give you all the strength and courage it takes to be without me. If you want I can ship you formula, or something else that reminds you of me… ?
I hear we have a date in a few weeks… I look forward to seeing you and having you rub my back ( you can get me to burp so good, I do it just so you can enjoy the sweet smell of formula, cuz thats what a princess does, she makes all her loyal subjects get something special out of being around her) I also look forward to you making me laugh, and smile. No one here can make some of the silly faces you make for me… don’t get me wrong there are some funny people here… but no one who can make me laugh like you dad…
I watch the cat you call princess all the time. Very cool kitty. Mr. Griff is saving some of his extra gooey and thick slime just for you when you come… and Aunt Arri says she is going to “take you” in some video thingy.
Until I write again, please remember BOTH OF YOU, that your princess is doing just fine… and ” little miss” adorable, loves you both…
Your daughter, Guilliana
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P.S. Still no joke, this state is shaped like a mitten, just so that you remember to wear them if you live here…. VERY COLD…
Seems my clothing even serves an educational purpose NOTE: outline of MITTEN ON FRONT OF ME TO remember bring the darn mittens where ever you go….