Out on a date – Saturday night with GG-ma & Great Papa!

Lisa June 13, 2009 2Comments

Dear Mom and Dad,

I had an awesome day today.   I went to the mall with all my Aunts and was so lucky that Mommy called.   I also got a call from my Mimi… who says she is doing okay too.   After a great afternoon, I went to visit my GG-ma, and Papa, since last night I could not after my shots.  Nana kept me home in bed last night while everyone watched the hockey game.   I missed them so much that I called and said, HEY THERE GG-ma and Papa, CAN YOU MEET ME FOR DESSERT….AND guess what… they did!

Not only is my GG-ma admiring me, but look at the table next to ours, the boys are already fascinated by me…. this friend was so happy just to be near me… but look at me, I am pretty darn cute….

Nana has so many photos of me today that I will keep my letter short and just tell you, I am feeling good after my vaccinations.   I had Tylenol today, but by tonight I was feeling totally like myself again.   Here I am looking out the window daydreaming earlier today… I love looking out this window!

I am so adorable that I when I see my reflection in the window, I laugh and smile.

I am also a fan of just day dreaming.

Nana doesn’t have a very big yard, but I love the green trees and can look at them for the longest time.

Today was sunny!

I was having so much fun!

Here I am…climbing!

Hope Nana doesn’t stop me, cause I could just keep on goin’ …..

Like climbing a mountain for a more spectacular view…

Oh no… the black beast caught me..

Don’t worry Nana,

I won’t fall…  in order for that to happen there would have to be less hands constantly pampering my butt… Look close there is a hand under me as we speak..  I keep trying to say,  Hey, I got this … just let me climb!    But…no… they keep me from climbing my little Mount Everest at Camp Nana…

Okay, if I’m done climbing, maybe I can chomp on my clothes for a while…

Look at me…

planning a way to keep climbing on that couch..

My hair is really starting to grow more and more..

But it will be a while before I will need a hair stylist!    But with a face like this… who needs hair?   Nana says I have the most beautiful eyes…. no matter what angle you see me from, I am just a little ball of sunshine and eyes to match the baby blue sky!

TOLD YOU SHE AND THE BEAST WERE WORKING DOUBLE TIME TODAY..

Uncle Nick is working on helping to set up a live video stream so you can see me on video.  Nana will let you know when and if she can get it done.  She is trying so hard for you to feel a little less sad… but for now all she can do is show you how I am doing in photos… today she took so many.  Hope you are not getting tired of seeing this little face!

As always I am your LITTLE MISS ADORABLE, your special princess, your daughter,

Guillianna!     Hope you enjoyed my photo shoot today, and that I brought a smile to your faces…. xoxoxoxo  I will write you again tomorrow, until then, I am your little GUGU bee!

GAME 7 AND SHOTS!

Lisa June 12, 2009 2Comments

Hello Mom and Dad, 

Look at me, I am all dressed up and ready to go…

To the PEDIATRICIAN…

YIKES…

Just goes to show you, I can look adorable even in the face of the dreaded VACCINATIONS…

I am so good when I go there, every one is so nice to me!

This is me in the waiting room…

This is me by IF YOU GIVE A MOUSE A COOKIE… which is a favorite book of all Nana’s kids. 

Today was my 6 month pediatrician well baby appointment.   Poppy was so nice he came on his lunch hour to help out since he knows Nana hates the shot part too.   Today I had a great exam.  I am doing so good according to Dr. E.   He says, I am right where I am supposed to be, and he gave me a book today!   A baby picture book for babies my age to be read, and I love the book.   THANK YOU DR. E. AND STAFF!

I was also measured today and my head circumference is 43.25cm!

Look at me,  my height is 25 1/2 inches!    I AM GROWING !

 I am 15 pounds and 4 ounces! 

My motor skill development is right on track for my adjusted age.   I am to remain on my stomach medicine and have another cardiology exam in a few weeks but all in all…. with my situs inversus and my prematurity… the doctor says  I AM A TOTAL ROCK STAR, but you knew that didn’t you!  I had more vaccinations… my oral polio, pnuemoccoccal, diptheria, tetnus and pertussus, rotovirus and Hib!   I also got Tylenol.   I was so good not a single tear through the entire exam… being weighed and measured, even the first shot, no tears, I didn’t cry a speck… but then… when they stuck me again,  in the other leg… well, I wailed, and nearly said…. WHAT THE HECK!   Poppy and Nana made me comfortable right afterward, and I slept the whole way back to Camp.  

Isn’t this the cutest little dress ever…

OR IS IT ME…

I know that one of the nurses said I JUST MADE HER DAY!   I wasn’t fussy, and I was looking very adorable from the top of my head…

to the very tips of my toes….

Matching shoes for the dress…… a definate must for a princess!

Well, tonight is the very big final GAME 7 of the series.   Winner takes home the Stanley Cup.   I will be in full uniform as the human SPIRIT STICK if I am up to it…. depends on how my shots make me feel! 

Right now I am resting… and when I wake up I may be cranky or I may be my wonderfully beautiful self.   It could go either way, one thing is certain though, I love you and am always your Little Miss Adorable, your baby girl,

Guillianna!   P.S.   AS IF GETTING ALL THE SHOTS WAS NOT BAD ENOUGH, THE RED WINGS LOST THE STANLEY CUP FINAL… SO SAD WAS HOPING MY LITTLE SPIRIT STICK THING… WOULD HELP…BUT SAD TO SAY NO CUP FOR DETROIT… this year.

Me and my boots…. of many colors…

Lisa June 11, 2009 1Comments

Hey Mom and Dad..

I am feeling colorful today…UNCLE NICK AND AUNT ARRI SAW  ME  IN MY TIE DYED TEE AND THOUGHT I NEEDED A BIT MORE COLOR TODAY… AND NO IT WAS NOT RAINING, BUT I HAVE ON BOOTS…I HAVE ON MORE COLOR TODAY THAN I HAVE EVER SEEN.  I almost wouldn’t let Nana put on the shirt, because I think it is a toy!  I could just play with it all day…

Are these boots?

Am I wearing golashes?

I want to eat those…

they look very deeeeeeelish!

Who dressed me today? Is Nana going color blind too?

I think this is the most color ever for me… I have white, black, blue, green, yellow and red…

FEELIN’ KINDA

GROOVY!

And very colorful!

Tomorrow is a big day for all WING NUTS…. it is Game 7 of the Stanley Cup Finals… and to top that I am going to the pediatrian for my 6 month immunizations, and measurements.   I think I have grown since my 4 month old exam!   I will be checked for my motor skills and then in a few weeks my cardiology exam.   I am ready!   I have the big job of actually getting my wing nut jersey on before the start of the game, EVERY TIME I HAVE MISSED THEY LOST…so, tomorrow it will be on well before game time….. Aunt Arri has finished sewing all the letters on, and I am good to go… I am awesome at being the ‘SPIRIT STICK’. 

I am serious about this …   look at me concentrate… I am so busy watching and learning everything… I really don’t miss a thing… If it were up to me, I would never ever take a nap, cause way too much goes on when I am sleeping.

I would also stay up all night watching television if I could.

When I finally fall asleep, it is still like when I was sooooo very small.  My arms stretch out to the sides… and now I snore sometimes..

No time to sleep today, I have so much to do…

Right now, I am concentrating on making sure my Zamboni is ready for game time tomorrow. 

Hope your day was awesome, and that you have an even better one tomorrow.   I love you both very much, as always your Little Miss Adorable, in her colorful boots, saying good night, and I will talk to you tomorrow… GO WINGS!   HUGS AND KISSES, ALL MY LOVE, YOUR DAUGHTER,

Guillianna!  THE QUEEN OF DROOL AND ADORABLE-NESS!

What do you see?

Lisa June 10, 2009 2Comments

Dear Mom and Dad…

It is a beautiful day in Michigan.  I felt grass for the first time.  I picked a flower and I had a great day at camp.   I know you are both hurting very much.  I know how much you miss me, and want to be with me.   I am doing okay here.   You need not worry about who is caring for me, it is always the same family.   You need not worry when I am being fed, or how often I am changed.   I have no schedule, I get to eat as slow as I want, or discover as much as I want.   I have a very nice ‘situation’, and am growing and seem to be happy!  There is love and there is everything a princess can need for a ‘camp’ experience.   CAMP is just that, ‘C‘ertainly ‘A‘ ‘M‘omentary ‘P’lace…. A MOMENT IN A LIFETIME.   I will spend what is to be  a moment of my life with Nana and the gang…and don’t worry,  I will be keeping you up at night worrying about fevers, or school papers, projects  and a million other things soon enough.  I will be late coming home and will keep you worrying that I will fall and hurt myself when I ride a bike, or when I am sleeping too quietly.   I HAVE A BAZILLION THINGS I WILL BE DOING FOR YOU AND ONLY YOU…. SOON. 

   I told you I had picked a flower… so here it is…

Nana has been a ‘surrogate’ all her life.  A surrogate mom, or pet owner, a surrogate friend or spouse.  We hope that things will last forever, instead we find that all things are but temporary situations that go fleeting by when we least want them to, and seem to take an eternity when we just want them in the past!   She and Poppy have raised six kids now  –  whose lives are their own, but they still worry.   She can dream or hope for them so many different things, but the truth is, she had them all as her family to nurture them and let them grow.  Years and years of ups and downs…  THE POINT IS,  I am in most ‘C’ertainly ‘A’ ‘M’omentary ‘P’lace where she can do a few small things, like hold a bottle, or change a diaper while you work! When your work is done, and you have honored your promises to each other, you will have become the kind of father and mother you always wanted to be.   There is so much for you to do beyond these upcoming days and weeks…. they are a temporary problem, but being together again, accomplished in your goals… well that will make you both parents of integrity, of honesty and help us to live the princess dream!  Look at me mom and dad… tell me what do you see?

   I love the outdoors, the feel of the grass….

And how about this…

I had quite a day, it was full of sunshine and laughs… tell me.. what do you see in these as well… I am not feeling abandoned.  I am not afraid, and I will SNUGGLE BUNNNIES with you both when you come home.   I PROMISE!   It is not a perfect situation… but Nana says… nothing ever is… the secret is to make it the best situation it can be…. and for all the men and women who sacrifice so much …. to protect our freedom, well now you two both have a new appreciation for that sacrifice.  It’s been made by men and women before you, and I will always be SO PROUD TO SAY MY MOM AND DAD….THEYARE HEROS, and I am living proof of what Freedom can bring.    In my chapters is the story of how I came to be an American.   For me… it is my mom who traveled the world to become a citizen of the United States…. and you and she together protect her long journey.   You and she make all the heartache she endured as a child, and the loss of her mom, have a purpose other than sadness, you make it so that other kids like me, get to have the American dream we all hope to see… it begins and ends with being FREE, and that freedom has a price… that you are paying for me and everyone else.   THANK YOU… I am not a political scientist… I am just a baby… whose parents think they are hurting me, but in reality they are making a path for me, and so many others.   You feel you are doing nothing, or that you are abandoning me, and NANA and EVERYONE knows you are fulfilling a promise…. and no matter what anyone does to you, or says, no matter how wronged you may feel, TWO WRONGS can never make anything right.  YOU cannot be jaded by others who do things inappropriate.   SO I AM TOLD, since I am just a baby… I am only learning.   I just wanted you to know that both of you have your parents… who love and admire you.  They don’t want to see you hurt anymore than you would want to see me hurt.   They want you to feel as proud of your work as they are.   They want you to keep your head up, and your heart full of love, and your mind in a place that doesn’t focus on what is missing, but instead on what is going to be in each of our futures…

Today and always, where ever you may be, and no matter what the distance, I am always YOUR DAUGHTER, just fixin’ to get myself ready for when you come home, and you are done with your committment.  Safe, and happy.   We can then begin to embark on all the dreams you have for me, and the great SURPRISES I will surely have for you.   Love always, Little Miss Adorable,  your princess daughter,

The one …

the only…..

GUILLIANNA!

 PLEASE LOOK CLOSELY…. TELL ME WHAT YOUR HEART SAYS, AND HOW NANA CAN HELP EITHER OF YOU THROUGH WHAT IS SURELY THE MOST DIFFICULT OF TIMES…. THERE IS SO MUCH WE HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO, YOU TWO AND I, AND SO MUCH WE WILL DO TOGETHER.   THIS TIME APART WILL HOPEFULLY MAKE US CLOSER AND BUILD THE FOUNDATION FOR OUR FUTURE.   WHEN IT IS DONE, WE WILL ALL MOST CERTAINLY APPRECIATE WHAT WE HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH.  AND OUR FAMILY… OUR FRIENDS WILL HELP US  THROUGH IT.

XOXOXOXOXO

If we dream it, we will achieve it…with honesty and with integrity.   Poppy has had that motto his entire life, and nothing in life could be more important.   Being true to yourself, and to those you have engaged in this world.   No lies, no deceit, hard work and faith, will bring us all of our dreams and more! No matter what decisions are made, if they are done so with integrity, you will succeed. Success is measured in the happiness we not only have in our own lives, but in the happiness we bring to those we love.  I am happy Mom and Dad, YOU HAVE BEEN AWESOME, AND I AM TRYING TO SHOW YOU JUST HOW AWESOME EVERY SINGLE DAY WITH MY LETTERS….

I   love  you!

DON’T GIVE UP… WE ARE ALL GOING TO BE OKAY!

WOW…. I AM EXHAUSTED… Long Love Letter, but I thought you could use a little support…. afterall…. I AM A LITTLE HUMAN ‘SPIRIT’ STICK… and I am hoping I filled your heart with good positive “spirit  stick” energy today!      Afterall you would want me to good at my job wouldn’t you?     Go Mom and Dad… Go Wings… Go Gugu BEE!

P.S.   NANA AND POPPY SUPPORT YOUR DECISIONS… NO MATTER WHAT, SO LONG AS THEY ARE ALWAYS  HONEST AND FORTHRIGHT.   XOXO